Thursday, August 31, 2006

Deja Vu??

Anybody else ever get the feeling that their life is just a complete circle, with only the weather to break up the monotony of living?? I feel like I keep doing the same things day in and day out, making the same mistakes over and over, and not learning from it. Honestly, I am almost wishing for school right now, just to do something new, but one week into school, that will get monotonous and boring and I will be begging for summer back. See this is why life needs spontaniety, it needs variety. The same old routine is just the same old routine.

I have made mistakes before, many many mistakes. None that I really regret, but many that need learning from. Lifes a record, it spins round, but never really stops, and sometimes the music comes out fuzzy and other times it comes out crystal clear, as lovely as a crisp clear lake. Other times, the record has no music, it just spins, with no noise, and no hint of starting anytime soon, but it just keeps spinning.

Lifes a record, its a record. It's a constant among billions of variables.

I can't really say this post has a point. It really doesn't. I just took thoughts and put them down in here, metaphors for a world that no one really knows. No one including myself. I wish you all the best of this last week of summer. Thank you, and good night. :)

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I get that "monotonous" feeling all the time, life IS so routine. I keep feeling like I'm doing the same things everyday, and I'm making the same mistakes and not progressing any further ahead. I honestly am not even looking forward to school starting because that makes my life even more routine, although I'm anxious for it to start, just because I'm bored with the summer...take that for making no sense? Anyway, I know how you feel.

9/01/2006 10:32:00 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I feel like you can always try to make life less monotonous, even if it doesnt always work. Then again, I also feel like sometimes I am the one always trying to keep things the same just cause I am afraid of what will happen when it changes. The scary part is when i find myself making the same mistakes over and over again dealing with the freaking drama that is high school and trying so hard to break the chain.

9/02/2006 05:59:00 PM  

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