Bad bad weekend

This weekend hasn't even gone on for 24 hours and already its been just terrible. Firday started out like a pile of crap and eventually worked its way up to being a pile of you know what. then this morning we had musical practice and it was basically messed up because we had to move this castle thing around a billion times then found out we don't have to move it all except when we might have to move it in this one case which makes no sense but w/e. Then i sat there after having an "argument"(if you will)with keely over this stupid English project, got yelled at by my mom for staying after 12 to learn how to do the ropes. sat here and waited for zach on this dumb project so we couldn't go to poker and instead have to work on this. I don't know, just a bad bad weekend. running yesterday felt so weird, I felt completely and incoherently outer body. As if i wasn't even running so that was weird. then i came back and something felt outta place. Like I wasn't where I was supposed to be type thing. The whole day felt like that, some nagging feeling like I was missing something very important yet I don't know what it was. When I was at home, I feel asleep on the computer, as in actually on the keyboard. Yea that was smooth, almost like slapping myself in the face with a fly swatter oh yea smooth. And that was at only 7 at night. Still I told myself I would wake up happy because I always do, I never stay mad, sad or angry from the night before. But I woke up just completely out of it, although many would tell you I was never in it. I miss my friends soo much, and I miss someone else soo much, really I miss you.