I kinda feel like dropping out of track in some ways. After our North Shore Conference Indoor Meet I feel so bad about how I performed, (along with a few of our past meets) that I can't stand feeling sucky anymore. I can almost guarantee you I won't quit, but I can't stand feeling like a failure due to poor running at every meet. At some point you have to step it up and actually compete and I feel like I never do that. It absolutely kills me because I know I can run so much faster but I just don't do it. Then I wonder why my results are never quite what I hoped for. It's completely lame and I am disgusted. screw training cause you can suck anways :P
posted by UncleFluffy at 4/05/2006 08:00:00 PM
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Lauren I wish i could say I share your feelings but I never feel like I ran my heart out, I always finish a race knowing I could have ran harder. I hate that feeling, and even though I know its coming while I run, I can't bring myself to push the pain and doubt away and run, and it crushes me that I don't perform to help my team or myself.
On the other hand congratulations on the 4X800, it sounds delightful ;)
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