sometimes you have to open your eyes, otherwise you will never see

Oh I re-read my last post just a minute ago and I also have been talking with some awesome friends of mine and they really made me realize just how stupid it is to be whining over this, seriously when you have friends like this, there is no reason to get down in the first place. I can't thank you all enough for your support throughout this all, I am dead serious, and really its an honor and privelege to know such fine friends as yourselves. If the world comes tumbling down I would love to have you all by my side, because with you all, how can I possibly fall? the true art to happiness is knowing that day in and day out the friends are still about. when the day ends, do you know your friends? IF THE WOLRD ENDED TOMORROW, COULD YOU CONFRONT GOD AND SAY THAT ALL THAT WAS DONE BY YOU IN HIS NAME WAS RIGHTEOUS? COULD YOU STAND UP BEFORE HIM AND PRONOUNCE THAT YOU DID EVERYTHING YOU COULD IN HIS NAME? COULD YOU STAND BEFORE HIM AND GIVE UP ALL THE GLORY AND ACCEPT ALL THE SHAME? CAUSE LET ME TELL YOU I DON'T THINK I COULD...