Today I proved to the world just how stupid I am :)
Okay well, since this is my first time doing this, hold on because I may be challenged technically and have absolutely no idea what im doing (thanks for the lack of help lauren).
Tonight I spent maybe 10 minutes trying to figure out how to create one of these stupid things.. seriously how stupid can one person get??!! I literally had the blogger web site tell me at least 3 times that I had errors!!! And one of them was on a part where all you have to do is re-type the letters it shows you in a box below. I felt so stupid!!
tonight i also saw some outrageous performances on the track though too. Nate Maschke is officially amazing, congrats on the win in the 800 Nate, and lauren moroder PR'd at least. Andy Ish Ashenden took 3rd in the 800, and the 4X800 meter relay wasn't even a competition. I can't wait to get out there and prove to the world what I can do, however much people may say its only 4 weeks, its only one season they don't know anything. oh well its survivable i hope.
Now today I also thought about certain things with certain people, and I just don't know what I want to do anymore. I feel in awe, but in my heart I feel confused, like what are the chances she would pick me? What are the chances I could be the guy who sweeps her off her feet? Really its a never ending struggle, and the more I try to think about it, the more I become tangled in it. So I might as well shut up and just let it be as it shall be right? Well I want to just leave it at that, however I am scared out of my mind of the thought of even losing this person as a friend, let alone losing any chance with her. I know how some others say don't worry about it, but Im sorry I do worry, shes an amazing girl, and there is no guy around who deserves her, I know I certainly don't. So how can I try to rank myself up against all of these other people, rank myself and hope to succeed? The only solution to this stupid struggle in my head is to be nice as possible isn't it... kill her and everyone else with kindness as the phrase goes. I think that is a good idea I may want to stick to that. So to you (you know who you are), I hope you understand that some races are always worth running; the race for your heart though is the ultimate race for mine.
Now that I have sufficiently wasted my life and energy typing all of this I should probably rap it up, but i don't want to, because I figure the more stuff I touch upon the more responses I may potentially get, so Im not done yet (cry me a river).
today opal, Keely, and Kara came to the track meet, I didn't see them there until they had to practically leave, thank god they got to see Laurens 400 (which she PR'd in by .4 seconds) but I thought it was really awesome how they came to cheer on their friend. That is what true and deep friends are all about. It makes the races so much easier for the runner when they know there is support out there for them all the time. then again how wouldl I know not like I have run in ages myself anyway. but Keely, Opal, Kara, I thought that was awfully nice of you and I want to say how nice I think you three are, its nice to meet some people in our high school who truly care about others. eileen it sucks you weren't there for this one, but I know you had drivers ed.
Anyway I should stop posting this now cause I am getting Carpal Tunnel from all this typing.
Run fast, train hard, and never stop until you see the finish line!!
Uncle Fluffy
P.S. Congratulations Lauren on PR
Tonight I spent maybe 10 minutes trying to figure out how to create one of these stupid things.. seriously how stupid can one person get??!! I literally had the blogger web site tell me at least 3 times that I had errors!!! And one of them was on a part where all you have to do is re-type the letters it shows you in a box below. I felt so stupid!!
tonight i also saw some outrageous performances on the track though too. Nate Maschke is officially amazing, congrats on the win in the 800 Nate, and lauren moroder PR'd at least. Andy Ish Ashenden took 3rd in the 800, and the 4X800 meter relay wasn't even a competition. I can't wait to get out there and prove to the world what I can do, however much people may say its only 4 weeks, its only one season they don't know anything. oh well its survivable i hope.
Now today I also thought about certain things with certain people, and I just don't know what I want to do anymore. I feel in awe, but in my heart I feel confused, like what are the chances she would pick me? What are the chances I could be the guy who sweeps her off her feet? Really its a never ending struggle, and the more I try to think about it, the more I become tangled in it. So I might as well shut up and just let it be as it shall be right? Well I want to just leave it at that, however I am scared out of my mind of the thought of even losing this person as a friend, let alone losing any chance with her. I know how some others say don't worry about it, but Im sorry I do worry, shes an amazing girl, and there is no guy around who deserves her, I know I certainly don't. So how can I try to rank myself up against all of these other people, rank myself and hope to succeed? The only solution to this stupid struggle in my head is to be nice as possible isn't it... kill her and everyone else with kindness as the phrase goes. I think that is a good idea I may want to stick to that. So to you (you know who you are), I hope you understand that some races are always worth running; the race for your heart though is the ultimate race for mine.
Now that I have sufficiently wasted my life and energy typing all of this I should probably rap it up, but i don't want to, because I figure the more stuff I touch upon the more responses I may potentially get, so Im not done yet (cry me a river).
today opal, Keely, and Kara came to the track meet, I didn't see them there until they had to practically leave, thank god they got to see Laurens 400 (which she PR'd in by .4 seconds) but I thought it was really awesome how they came to cheer on their friend. That is what true and deep friends are all about. It makes the races so much easier for the runner when they know there is support out there for them all the time. then again how wouldl I know not like I have run in ages myself anyway. but Keely, Opal, Kara, I thought that was awfully nice of you and I want to say how nice I think you three are, its nice to meet some people in our high school who truly care about others. eileen it sucks you weren't there for this one, but I know you had drivers ed.
Anyway I should stop posting this now cause I am getting Carpal Tunnel from all this typing.
Run fast, train hard, and never stop until you see the finish line!!
Uncle Fluffy
P.S. Congratulations Lauren on PR
posted by UncleFluffy at 5/17/2005 08:00:00 PM
4 Comments:
Well, congrats on reaching blogger level one, now the next step is to keep it updated so people don't yell at you at school. Track sounds really cool and I'm glad i could see lauren get her new PR! update soon! Ciao Bella (Keely)
I love how almost your entire blog is about one person :) but hey at least you joined the crowd and finally made one... so no complaints. Actually, I am amazing. It took you so much longer to figure out the buddy profile. Guess you are becoming less challenged...lol. Good job on actually posting, now I'm hoping you keep it up ;)
jeffrey u r special ed lol. just kidding
l8ter
-kyle-
Hey hey! He got a blog! I knew you would--lol. Sorry I couldn't come see her run...I'm sure she was amazing, though!
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