Saturday, June 09, 2007

So it's summer, and I am loving it.

School ended for me YESTERDAY!! YEA I GOT GONE A WEEKEND EARLY. PUMP PUMP PUMP IT UP!

Okay now back to calm and composurely Jeffrey.

So before I venture off into the world of Ripon College and Badger Boys I would like to wish everyone a wonderful summer and please be careful and keep in touch. No drugs now Eileen :P

Oh and one quick question for the world.

What makes us all different?? What is it that really makes humans different? Is it our skin color, our hair color, our personalities, how rich or poor we are? Is it our political beliefs, our religious beliefs, or what is it??

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Wow new blogger apparently

Supposedly they changed up blogger on me here. I don't believe it though, cause they would never change up my darling bloggie.

Life is very hectic right now, there is AP tests in a few weeks and some teachers decided that now we would start rushing through our material, rather then moving along at a brisk pace throughout the year. Go figure. Works well though. Anyways, that will be exciting once that is all over. Prom is coming up too!!! Now that will be really exciting, although I don't really want it to be over yet, cause I think I will want that night to last a lifetime, but thats besides the point. In case you don't know, I'm dating Raechel Bartz and we will be going to prom together and I am in a state of euphora when I think about it. My, how exciting life can get!!!!

And for now, I really do'nt have much else to write cause I'm just getting back into the swing of this thing. No one get too water-logged now pleaseeeeee.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Ohh this one will seriously blow your mind.

For any of you who thought the post below this was a mind bender, you will love this one.

God. Everyone thinks God is God. Plain and simple, yet it's not so clear cut is it?? He's God, he can do all things, everything, nothing is impossible for God. Nothing is wrong to God. He can do anything he wants because he is God right??? Let's not look at the fact that God puts people through agony, kills people daily, slaughters millions of people, and destroys entire lives. I mean of course its for the best for everyone to just have people dying.
If you are like me, you regard Adolf Hitler as a sick cynical man. I mean lets face it, he was responsible for the deaths of over 40 MILLION PEOPLE. Now lets see here, Adolf Hitler is responsible either directly or indirectly for the loss of unheard of numbers of lives and history regards him as a butcherer. Now for those of you who have not yet made the connection between God and Adolf Hitler, let me elaborate.
How is it that God can be a wonderful being when he was the first to invent genocide, he has killed billions throughout history, people suffer unendurable trials and tribulations under him daily, and who really wants to die all because someone else has complete and utter control over your every life. Kinda sounds dictatorial to me. Yet he is God and so we worship him for it!!! Who else has ever killed off the entire planet but one family?? Hitler never did that, but God did. No one else has created floods of epic proportions like that. Yet we credit Hitler with the idea of genocide, or the concept of the extinction of an entire race of people. Funny, seems like God was a bit more successful then Hitler was if you ask me.
Now some of you will probably be thinking, yes God does let people die, but its all a part of his greater master plan, and to that I will say, thats fantastic. So did Hitler. It was called the "Final Solution". His plan to eliminate all the Jews from the world. For what he thought was the greater good of society. Funny how that can be tied together.
Possibly the most mind boggling part of all though is the idea of free will. We are free to make any choice we want just so long as it matches the plan already in place for us. Wow, thats freedom to me. Make a choice thats already predetermined. The rest of this idea, it's up to you to think of it as you will. I just thought I would point out the connections I noticed.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

What is impossible?

Roger Bannister, breaking the tape in the race where he was the first man in history to run a sub four minute mile. A feat then thought impossible, now well over thousands of people have done it.


There is a fun picture post below. i like picture posts more, its fantastic fun to look at all the results you get for random thoughts. It really is. The story behind the pictures is often times more intriguing then the actual pictures themselves. Check it out for yourself sometime.

I have been thinking today. A rare event I know :P.
What is impossible?? Is it really a thing, or is it just a word. A word that has no definition, a meaning that is not there unless we put it there. Impossible does not exist in nature. Animals don't know the meaning of impossible, nothing is impossible to them, because they have not created a world of impossible. I ask myself... "Is impossible something that really exists, or have we given it existence?? Have we birthed the very thing that we try to go out and defeat then?? Is impossible just another way of saying impropable, or is it a real thing??"

People might say that somethings are impossible. After all, a human can't fly on their own, we don't have wings. Humans can't outrun a cheetah, we don't have the speed. But people once thought we would never run a mile in under 4 minutes. Now the world record is 3 minutes and 43 seconds. People once gazed at the moon in wonderment, now we have had a man walk on that very same moon. We know the depths of the ocean, the genetic code that makes us human and even have found ways to break every record man has ever had. Is impossible really impossible?? Or do we just make obstacles impossible, almost as if it would take a gargantuan effort from a hero who is larger then life to break the barrier. I would venture to say we do. We need something to inspire us to achieve limits we previously thought "impossible". And then once we do break those walls down, pass the unpassable, beat the unbeatable, we admire the accomplishment as being inhuman, that is until another repeats the feat, and another, and another, until eventually it is regarded as just another part of everyday life. To think we could create weapons that would be capable of destroying our entire world. Thats amazing considering just 500 years ago swords were still the best weapon available to a man. Amazing.

Impossible is nothing and nothing is impossible... Right....

Hello moto.












the caption for the fries is that "they are free to clog your arteries"








feel at Equilibrium




FEEL FREE

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Almost end of first semester :O

Wow, this year is flying by. i know that freshman and sophomore years both flew by, but junior year is going 40 miles a second. without even stopping at red lights either. It's very nerve-racking. Especially since high school needs to slow down so i can enjoy it more. SLOW DOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN WORLD!! Everyday, the same old thing, homework, homework, homework. Come home, do homework, just to do more homework, and so on and so forth. At least I don't have hillarys workload. Holy cow, talk about deathly amounts of homework.

I will keep my AP econ class as compared to your AP physics class thank you very much. :)

I can't wait for this semester to end though, cause then I will be done with spanish forever!!! Or at least I hope so. It's not like I hate the class or anything, just that spanish is simply my worst class alive. That and Profe isn't as nice this year as she has been in years past. Or maybe I'm just different, maybe both. who knows...

Gotta love this time of year, the lovely cold weather (ugh I LOATHE COLD!). If I could finally start running again, i would get the chance to run at the Petite with Brad, Ben, Lucas, and even my hero Andy. BUT NOOOOOOOOOO, WE CAN'T HAVE THAT NOW CAN WE YOU STUPID GAY DUMB FAT UGLY CRAPPER OF AN ARM, NO YOU CAN'T YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. gah, needed to get that out.

I'm really procrastinating on AP bio homework right now, i am in no mood to try and figure out these chi-squares, I mean honestly, who ever is?? Unfortunately the chi square=successful lab, and successful lab=much nicer Bio grade which in turn = a happy Jeffrey. So therefore, based off of my lovely equation, I must do chi-square. Just not now... later of course :D

Adios mis amigos y amigas del mundo.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Yes or No??

That's it, just simply answer yes or no. no question, just yes or no. :D

Friday, December 15, 2006

This may be a bit gross, but whatever, deal.

Everyone, look at a tumor. not the prettiest thing I have ever seen if I may say so myself, but it's rather... peachy looking. Creepy to think that was growing in my hand... very creepy. Sorry just thought for any science nerds like me, that might be interesting. Enjoy :)


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :D

hey there its me after wausau, sweet picture by mindy or ali.
brogs....
I can't believe it, Christmas is in 13 days!!! and Christmas Eve is in 12!!!!!! 12 12 12!!!! that is insane people, ruddy insane.



HI MINDY!!!! LETS GO RUNNING. YOU WOULD PROBABLY BEAT ME ANYWAYS :D




Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Revise that

I pretty much have to change everything from below. I didn't break my hand through playing football, or shoveling, or anything like that. No it was something completely different. It's something I just can't believe, I can't even fathom the possibility.

My metatarsal didn't break, it was eaten, absorbed, there is no bone there. A tumor has consumed all of the calcium deposits sent to that bone for years. There was no bone to break, all that is left is a tumor, a ball of unholy cells. I go in next week for surgery to remove the tumor and surgically plant some bone from my radius into my hand. I am told that 98% or 99% of the time these tumors are benign and that he has only ever had one out of hundreds of these tumors that have been anything dangerous. Now I don't want to be melodramatic, but when I heard this, I freaked out, like I literally almost collapsed onto the floor in just sheer shock. The fact that he mentioned tumor, surgery, and everything in one full sentence was too much for me. I couldn't handle it, I still can't. Its the scariest day of my entire life to date.

Not only does this entire process scare me, but it also means some sacrifices, like no running for three months roughly, right arm in a sling, cast, supporter for months, probably two surgeries among other things. The worst of which being the running and also the fact that the surgery is at 6:30 in the morning next Wednesday. I have to be at the hospital at 5.... that majorly blows. oh well, it has to be fixed.

sorry about this post, i just had to let this out, its scaring me.

Broke Track Wagner is back :(

Soooooooooo I went to the doctor today and found out i broke a bone in my hand. It really blows because I can't write for crap anymore, like with a pencil. It's very hard to do. But at least its my hand and not my legs or feet or anything like that. So I can still run which is good. :)

The story goes like this; two weeks ago or something like that, I was playing football with 6 other guys up at the high school football field. It was the day after thanksgiving. On one passing play when I was on defense, I tried to stop a pass that was coming by with my right hand and only the bottom half of my hand and my pinky hit the ball. At the time, i thought it was only my pinky that had but apparently that was not the case. As it turns out, I broke my metacarpal just below my knuckle with that stupid play. Anyways, to add to the good times, one week later, during the snow day I was out shoveling the driveway and I banged my hand against my knee while trying to lift a pile of snow. It hurt like hell. Well from what X-rays have said, the bone had healed nearly completely when I banged it against my knee and it broke again, only much bigger fracture this time around. So to summarize, my moronicness broke a bone in my hand which will lead to what I don't know. I see the hand surgeon in 30 minutes so that should be interesting. Oh well, at least I can say I have broken a bone every year of high school so far.

Friday, December 01, 2006

Today has been a wonderful snow day. :)










So the above photos were like the coolest things I had ever seen. They were captured with a very fast lens and obviously a ridiculously high megapixel camera. They all come from a man named Andrew Davidhazy

my personal favorite is the exploding orange or possibly the water in the glass one. i think thats just amazing photographs. the sneeze is rather gross and just shows how many germs get let loose in the air when we sneeze. the second picture is a candle by the way, only in a different spectrum of light. the bullets, now they just look rad. yes i said rad :P. the top one is a shotgun "shell" that is splitting into the little pellets that litter the area shot at. pretty cool stuff. enjoy.




Give it up for the weather coming through. It's really turned itself into a beautiful day too, go figure. I usually don't like snow cause it screws up my running patterns but when it gets you out of school, now thats just downright gorgeous.